Well there is no easy way to put this, but you just need to face up to your problems. Some people have much worse problems than you, I have the feeling you're a girl in high school. Quit worrying about "love" and what not. Its not worth worrying about at this time. I had worse problems. When I was five, I was abused by my stepmom. My siblings and I were. It lasted until I was about 9. I also recently found out that my grandfather may have schizophrenia and my mom may also have it which means I could have it too (explains why I have random outbursts of rage). I've never gone to self harming and don't ever plan on it. We just have to face up to our problems. So what I'm kinda saying is that you need to quit whining and get over the pain
Hey if you need someone to talk to after this just message me
It sounds like the problem isn't with you your obsessing over someone else the best thing to do is to distance yourself from them try finding a hobby maybe listening writing or playing music that helps alot of people or talking to new people you have to learn to let the past go too it see what the future really holds for you if you keep looking at the bad then more bads gonna happen but as long as you keep a positive outlook on things things are gonna get better sorry if alot of this is messed up i cant think completly straight right now
You need to learn why you use cutting as a coping mechanism and that relying on a quick fix hit from cutting is not the answer to your problems. Here's a very good guide with lots of info in it.be sure to read it all.
http://helpguide.org/mental/self_injury....
oh hey now come on, if this is in anyway serious, your problem is a lack of maturity and understanding.. however there is good news the CofE produced the greatest new teacher for people to make sense of the modern world in terms of christianity, your place in it and what to do.. read C.S Lewis's 'mere Christianity' .. his section on relationships is wonderful and just what you need to read..
Print off pictures of him and cut them instead
you need to go see a counsellor and a doctor before you really hurt yourself :( hope you be ok try think positive thoughts :)
See your doctor and tell him you are depressed and self harming.
So a few weeks ago I went somewhere, and what happened that day changed everything. I'd self-harmed before, but not as much as this; like I literally do it everyday now. And it all started because I thought this boy hates me (this boy whose famous and I love, but don't even say no you don't cos you don't know his personality cos I do). When I got home that day I locked myself in the bathroom and cried, it felt like I was the only one hurting, everyone else was just smiling and reflecting over what a great day it had been but to be honest it was a really bad day for me. Looking back there was a reason (someone close to him died:( ) as to why he was a bit less happy and upbeat than usual, but that didn't change anything to me. Also I regret so much and get jealous so easily of the smallest things and that just makes me hate myself. Whenever I think of that day I saw him I cry, and now I find myself crying everyday and every night. I was smiling at first, more than I feel I ever had before, but on the way back I was holding back my tears. I just can never help the way I'm feeling anymore, and how I always feel like I'm not good enough and the fact I know he'll never love me, and when I feel like crying I just do it, I can never stop myself. Before I had a habit of cutting with an unravelled paperclip but now I use scissors. I have a bag near my bed and I keep a pair in there, cos I know I'll need them at some point during the night. No one knows I'm like this but I don't want to tell anyone cos they'd never understand, I just feel like he's the only one who could cheer me up and make me smile but that's never gonna happen, he'll never care about me and I'll probably never see him in person again in my life. I just want to cut and cut and cut, they're only like cat scratches that are no longer visible within an hour or so but that doesn't stop the way I feel and how much pain I feel. Whenever I do it I get this sharp pain in my wrist afterwards and it really stings. I just hate everything right now, I just feel like if he'll never love me there's no point in living. I'm depressed and I can't stop cutting :'(
